Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me
Sunday, November 26, 2006
i have decided to move to LJ. please re-link me guys! http://grandiloquences.livejournal.com
marini revealed @ 2:37 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT WHEN I AM BEING MISUNDERSTOOD LIKE THAT!
marini revealed @ 7:55 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
i have finally decided to blog, after hesitating for a moment.
so, assignment 1 was finally over today. but thats not the end. assignment 2 came rushing soon after! how wonderdful. i thought presentation went well today, other then the fact that i was presenting in shorts and sandals? i think i was so not formal. but who cares.
i havent had my fair share of sleep ever since school started! i have so many things to do! my daily journal is lagging by 3 days already. you tell me how? my visual journal, even worst. havent even start! thats 10 days of drawings. you tell me, how to pass like that? i think i better get my butt down to do something during the weekend.
i have been coming to school so early these few days just to do assignment 1. once again, i say, i need my beauty sleep. my eye bags are showing.
oh, did i mention, i saw geraldine leong on thursday before training! (: i am so so so so so happy. i hope to bump into her more often. TEEHEE.
aiyah, i think in whole, I LOVE THIS WEEK, even though school work is killing me. many many happy things, i like. :D
marini revealed @ 9:19 AM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
work is piling and i am not doing anything! thats terrible! i have alot visual journals to do and and i have assignment 1 due on friday! i have barely started on anything yet! i am so so screwed. although i like the subject i am taking now, i dont seem to be doing my work. why? i realised i have grown lazier ever since the holidays! oh no..
anyway, marli has finalised the team for IPs and U-21. so from thursday onwards we'll be training with out own team mates. i'm going to work hard for U-21. (:
while watching the NP vs RP match today, i saw geraldine! it was nice seeing her after such a long time! i miss that girl so much. we shall do some catching up soon yes?
my cramps and headache is killing me! it has been going on like this since yesterday! and and today it got really bad! so bad that i was rolling around my bad! sometimes i wish i was a man..
marini revealed @ 9:27 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
perhaps i was too harsh in my previous entry. I thought what I did was selfish. I wrote that entry without thinking twice how the person would have felt after she read it. i'm sorry.
school's been fine so far. I;m taking Architecture Design Theory now. Well, I liked the first few lessons when derek talked about the Ancient Period. I've always prefered the Olden days history compared to recent ones anway. Class have been ending quite early. say about 45 minutes lecture and then we are released? I think its a waste of time going to school for just a mere 45 minutes lesson then go home. How dumb.
So last night, we went to celebrate Tim's birthday at Spizza. Anyway, Happy belated birthday! (: Well almost everyone was there, except for the few that was missing. Clar, wilson, ashraf and Denise. Clarclar, if you happen to read this, i just want you to know i miss you already! so come visit me at tp soon ok? then you can have your grilled fish! HEEHEE.
There a few things that will be due on tuesday. and the best thing is, I have yet to start on any of it. How wonderful!
aku memilih, untuk diam di sepi ku.
marini revealed @ 7:02 AM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
this is a picture ripped from izyan's blog. haha. it was taken during the guy's game against RP. and of course it was this game that a fight broke out. and oh yes, the FOFs came down to watch the match too.
school is starting for me tommorow. I cant wait actually. I cant wait to see the kind of classmates I will get. Haha. So school vacation will be ending real soon. Which means, no more waking up late( actually still possible since my class doesnt start only till 3.) It also means more homework and more sleepless nights.
Oh did I mention? Training was resumed on thursday and it was a killer for me since i havent been training or a good 3 weeks. I swear fitness was a killer! I almost died and the best thing is, my coach said that was only the beginning. How great. Anyway we also had our IPs, U-21 and U-17 selection that day.
Looks like I'll be spending more time with the seniors since the U-21 team is training with the IPs team.
marini revealed @ 4:10 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
here are some random pics for the NTL. alright, i am off for dinner with the gramps. will update more later.
TP interior design
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING
that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
a new bikini.
a new watch.
more beaded necklace.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.