DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Sunday, November 27, 2005

lance: wahaha. what an eye opener huh? yeah.. some shims are really pretty but when they open their mouth.. its just wrong la huh. haha.

nikk: hmm.. ya la. dont trust you leh. HAHA.

i am really tired today. so i am going to keep this entry short, hopefully. i went back to church today. well, yes, finally after a real long time. service was good. especially praise and worship. although, i didnt get to see my eye candy ( phil pringle's son). well, tilynn, if you're reading this, me and serene is going to drag you to church next week whether you like it or not. and you've got the wrong mentality la. our church is not those kind of sunday mass kind. aiyah. you have to come and see for yourself la. haha.

i hate it when my nails are all starting to break just as prom is approaching. i have weak nails i tell you. anyway, mommy's not in town. freedom? maybe. haha. alright i am going to blog off now. I AM TOO TIRED TO BLOG A LONG ENTRY TODAY LA.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
SomewhereI couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live,
My world has twice as many stars in the sky.
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
SomeoneWho was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always.

i love you my favourite boy. ( if only i had the courage to tell you this.)

marini revealed @ 7:15 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!