DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

gerald: aye, i am surprised you put your name under gerald and not martin-i. haha. anyway, yes. it is the first week of feb. and anyway i should be worrying more cause i will get back the results faster than you by a few minutes! haha.

anonymous: i dont know if you both are of the same person. but i'll just answer both of you together. nope. i didnt straighten my hair and yes, i had braces when i was in sec 1. haha. ugly duckling.

anyway, i am so sad now. my digital camera is spoilt! anyone has any idea where to repair it? =(( i cant live without my camera. i need them to snap this and that! argh! or maybe i should just save money/ wait for chinese new year to get a new one.

i have many many projects piling up. i dont even know where to begin. research is driving me nuts. and oh, i saw mr. hamsum boy no.1 today! heh heh. i was in the lift and he was waiting for the lift. so i didnt know he was just outside waiting to come in. whereas i was waiting to get out of the lift. i happen to be laughing like some mad dog when the door open. and TAA DAA i was face to face with him. he seriously gave me a shock. and i cant belive he saw that unglam side of me! haha. you should see that stunned face of mine. =D

i feel like having teh-peng all of a sudden.

marini revealed @ 7:31 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!