DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

ah kai: WAHAHAHA! =D

eunice: hahaha! i will be softer if you promise to stop teasing me. and you havent thank me yet for teaching you one point perspective. if its wasnt for me, eunice tan will be going home being a blur cock. (oh, you can ask ** to teach you too! hehe. dont forget she is from IAD too.)

r'ai: hey, its nice to see you drop by. thanks for your concern my dear. you're always there to put a smile on my face. hope to see you soon. you take care too please.

gerald: please call me whenever you need me. you know i'll always be here for you. i never wanna see you sad my lil one. i love you soo much gerladine leong siok kheng. please take care.

i conclude i am a very competetive person. and i think its not good. so far i've got 4As 2B+ 2C+ and yet, i am still not satisfied. i dont like Bs and Cs. i like only As. so from today on, i will strive for A for every assignment. i wanna do well la. i cant study for nuts, so i better do well in drawing. or else, i will be one dumb cock.

projects slowly piling up already. and i dont know why i am kinda enjoying it. haha. i rather do hw then sit down do nothing. and i love perry's classes. its his class that makes me look forward to school everyday. haha. and also because of my super lovable classmates.

touch rugby tommorow. oh yay i cant wait! haha. i want to exercise. i want to lose weight. and evaluation was on monday, i hope i got in. i really wanna be in touch la. SO PLEASE, I PRAY FOR GOOD NEWS. haha. every training i'll always see the dragon boat-ers train. and i feel so tired for them la. their training are super SHIONG man. and i am proud of geraldine leong. she is still hanging on. haha.

and and and, this week marks the most embarrassing week for deedeemarinisuherman. now i dont dare to even look at my eye candy anymore. i think he knows that he is my eye candy. stupid vincent la! tsk.

marini revealed @ 8:24 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!