DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Eunice: hello my dear, no. life's not as good as you think it is for me. haha. i am one lost child ok. and yours cant be that bad either right? anyhoos, see you soon. (:

my nose is running like a tap. i have a runny nose, bad cough, fever, and what nots. how great, how bad can this get? i think its because of monday's tough training. it was PT all the way ok. wah, it has been ages since i last did such training. but all in all, it was satisfying i guess. (: now i am still thinking whether i should go for training tmr, cause i am so sickly, i wanna die. haha.

i think i have the hots for Jonathan Leong one of the Singapore idol contestant. he just has his charms la. and he sings well. aiyah, no need to compete already la. they should just crown him the singapore idol or something. cause today's contestant all sounded like ducks. haha. so much for saving the best for the last. haha.

i caught RV today. it was not bad. a pretty hilarious show. haha. i had a good laugh. (: and i also caught she's the man on sunday. amanda bynes is just so hot la. be it trying to be a guy or a girl herself. and i saw ** on sunday. (: it was nice seeing her after so long. she has defintely grown in size. haha. oh well, i cant help remeniscing about the past.

and i realise. i have yet to collect my Olevel cert. and the deadline i last heard for collection is like June. alamak. how am i gonna make time to go all the way to sengkang just to collect a piece of paper la. this is bad. my mom is bugging me and she cant stop telling me how important that piece of paper is for my future. ya loh a paper which states i get 18 points is so important to me la. please, its not like i got 8 points or something. haha.

** i am being held back by future consequences.

marini revealed @ 7:15 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!