DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Thursday, November 18, 2004

school ended as early as 845 today.
had chinese test and then we can go off.
lazed around in the canteen with gerald and tilynn.
we were laughing at some ceratin people.
then i got crazy and was dancing around canteen with my new big bubbles.
it made me happy for a moment.
oh, and soon after we ended up having some ice fight.
how dumb was it.
left school at 10.

i've got a splitting headache right now.
so if anybody pisses me off any further,
i swear they're gonna get it.

i've come to a final decision.
i'll let things go the way it wants it to be.
i've realised, that i was stupid.
i was trying so much to save this whole thing,
but yet you wanted it the other way.
its not gonna work like this,
it takes two hands to clap.
so yes, i'll just go with the flow.
though these few days are really getting very abject,
there's nothing i can do.

and one more thing.
i dont believe in fate.
i believe you choose your own destiny.

oh beryl chua, you are finally coming to school.
after one whole week of not seeing me,
i think its time for you to meet up with me lah.
you have to see my face in order to get that pretty smile on your face.((:
no, actually i have many things to share.
i need your shoulder.
so yes remember to take extra tissue for me tmr.

marini revealed @ 1:57 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!