DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, November 15, 2004

thank you beryl chua for this very nice work of yours. =D

life has been errr.. horrible lately.
shits happen.
my worst nightmare came.
i wanted things to change.
but nothing i did could change much of the situation.
stop asking me to move on.
i cant.
you have been through these.
and i'm sure you know excatly how it feels.
it is difficult to let go.
you took 2 and a half years to get over her.
what makes you think i can move on within a short period of time?
i love you more then anything in this world.
couldn't you see it?
i really want you back.
i still need you as much as ever.
i cant let you go.
its too impossible to acomplish.
i wish there was someone i could relate to,
but nobody understand me.
all they could do was ask me to move on.
put yourslef in my position.
do you really think its that easy?
i've never felt like this before.
this just explains one thing.
i have never loved anyone like you before.
you were the one for me.
things happened too quickly,
i cant take these any longer.
i want to leave everything behind me.
i want to go to a place where no one can find me.
i want to move on.
i asked myself to let go.
but there aren't any progress.
i tried liking another.
but that just makes situation worst.
that made me realise, nobody could ever replace you.
i need you back.
dont you just see it?
forget it.
nothing i say or do
could bring you back again.
i'm tired.

marini revealed @ 1:09 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!