DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Thursday, December 09, 2004

narene: i am not being crazy. haha. i am serious. i was admitted to the dumb hospital. yes yes, you can laugh at me. ha. i am a weakling.and once again i tell you its the AIFLE tower. ((: get that word into your head lah. is it that hard? haha. A-I-F-L-E.

ian: thank you. but i guess nothing and nobody is going to make the situation better. i am kinda in very complicated matter right now. i got myself into this, and i just have to deal with it alone. i am sure i'll see the light soon. i will pull through.((:

off to europe next week.
leaving for singapore on the 16th
going to shop for my winter clothings and then on the 17th,
i will be taking the midnight flight.
first to swiss, then to paris, then to london.
then again, i dont feel like going
maybe i will just get into the airport and stay in the waiting area
(see narene i know that place exists)
and then just stay there and sleep there
till everybody come back for europe.
its a waste of money to take me there.
i have no mood for a holiday right now.
anyone want to go instead?=D

i told the world i have let go.
but if you know me well enough,
you know i hvae yet to do so.

marini revealed @ 9:37 PM

Me

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MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
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