Sunday, December 05, 2004
i am oblivious to whats happening around me.
i dont know whats going on in my life anymore.
wait. do i even have one?
you moved on.
great. i am proud of you.
but i am still stuck here.
i need someone to cling on to.
i am weak.
i am feeling weaker each day.
my head is spinning.
it has been one month since you left me.
but why?
why cant i let go?
you have no idea how i spend my this whole month.
you dont know how long is this one month to me.
you dont know how much i need you in this one month.
i shall tell you what i did in this one month.
-work
-watch dvd till i fall asleep.
-cramp my head with many maths question.
-play my guts out with my brother.
-do those dumb puzzles.
ask me why i do these stuff?
hoping i will get my mind off you.
stopping myself from thiking of you.
but is it working?
i am telling you,
NO.
nothing is working right for me.
ahhh. dammit.
forget what i say.
it doesnt matter anyway.
Credits
prettylame