DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, January 10, 2005

okay. so i am updating after dont know how long.
well, i am just updating for the sake of updating.
i dont know what to update really.
because my life has been err.. the same?

i think 98.7 is getting better.
they are playing all the lovely songs really.

green day- boulevard of broken dreams.
kelly clarkson- since you've been gone
alicia keys- karma
fantasia barrino- truth is
oh and the usher's new song.

and also because of the fact they played "purest of pain" this morning.
not a song to start my day but its really a lovely song.
what daniel ong said was true
about what would be the most painful thing that can happen to you.
perhaps i can turn to him for advice.
he's good i swear.
it was like he could read everything that was in my mind.
okay, i'm going to write in to mediacorps and praise him.
grace chua is lucky ok. she get to air the show with him.

marini revealed @ 11:48 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!