DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Friday, January 21, 2005

skye& pei shan: i am fat ok. really i am. i have fats bulging everywhere. and this time i lost only a little weight ok. i have yet to reach my targetted weight which is 40 kg. i am working towards it. soon. no sweets nor chocolates for me from now on.

why does it seem as if the whole world is in love but me?
valentine's day is coming alright.
i think i'll just lock myself in my room that day.
the whole world can go spend it with their loved ones.
i am used to it anyway.
every year is the same. ((:
i thought this year would be different,
but oh well, my guard feeling is always wrong.
i shall not get depressed over nothing, really.
its a no big thing for me, i guess.
oh, i know, i can spend that day, talking to my own fingers.
right. a great way to spend valentine's day.
anyone care to join me? =D

this is karma,baby.
it must have been something i did
in my previous life
to make me feel these way now.

marini revealed @ 7:32 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!