DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

sarah hoe: for the one millionth time, i am fat. AM AM AM fat. how do you know i am not fat? you've not seen me in home clothes for a very long time ok. and who sayd valentine's day is not for lovers only? it is ok. if not what are the haert shapes for? and you shut up la. just because you got valentine you think you very cool la. hahahaha. you want to like that laugh at me la. i am pathetic enough ok.

abcdefg****:oh yes. only i can have that green pencil box. and i am not getting the blue one. i've got my eyes glued on the green one already. heh. soon ok. i'll buy it for you to see. i can save money. oh yes i can. its not like the first time you know me right? i spend money like water. i cannot stand myself. and also THE BROWN SLING BAG. heh.=D oh oh oh if not i get that green colour mini bag la. match the pencil box i want to get. and also guarantee nobody will have. but the problem is can that mini bag fit the gigantica pencil box? haha.

peishan: yah lah, if he is still in singapore you will be spending with him right? x( see i am just a spare tyre. i feel so hurt goh pei shan. haha.

beryl: i dont like you la beryl chua, i dont like mr.cc for the one millionth time. dont like dont like dont like. stop paring us up la. tsk. and i stil got a feeling i'll win the $5 bet. heh. we shall watch and see.

ok. so i was really being very irritating in class today.
like trying to rhyme words,
but in the end, i made a fool of myself.
for eg: tilynn LOW why are you so sLOW? and
ms ong, i cant SEE the transparanCY?
haha, get it? ok i guess you guys dont.
but i was laughing at my own jokes.
thats how freaking bored i am today ok.
so we had english test today.
but me and beryl ended up listening to radio.
it was that boring.
oh and during e-maths class we were learning abt median, mode and mean.
haha. beryl and i laughed our ass out for the period ok.
because of these three words.
MEAN
MEDIAN
MODE.
we made some shits out of it.
ok i told you i was bored.
hmm. what else?
oh yes. i wore a uniform with a belt sewn so high up.
why? because ms yeo said she is checking out belt.
but she cheated me ok.
in the end she did no checking at all.
whoa she is mean la i swear.
many many tests coming up.
i will study and get straight As yes yes.
oh speaking of studies,
is UCLA in Los Angeles a good school?
Hmm.

marini revealed @ 11:46 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!