DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, February 28, 2005

tilynn: i am so honred please. ((: you remembered me. YAY! heh. anyway, you ran well today. i am proud of you. oh a maths test coming please. SO MANY chapters la. and i have no idea whats going on in mr.tan's class la. how to concentrate when i am making rings half of the time? you tell me how la.

merelda: ha. what is tilynn talking about? on which on? haha. yes, you are missed by me too. i miss those time when we used to be pretty close. ha. anyway, i hope you are better now. take care.

skye: ha. yes I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. you did well for your o's. good good. i knew you could do it.but its ok. i will beat you. haha. i will get 6 points ok. haha. dee dee mrini, the top scorer and miss eleagance of 2005 ((: and yes, i need to catch up with you soon la. A MILLION AND ONE THINGS TO TELL YOU PLEASE. MANY MANY MANY. ahhh.

peishan: haha. its not nice to say who that black rimmed glasses and GD88 phone person is. haha. the next time i see i shall whisper it into your ears. heh. you come study overseas with me la. i am not going perth. but then again i might. BECAUSE I WANT TO MEET DALE AND BRENT. I MISS THEM SO SO SO SO MUCH LA.

amelia: I MISS YOU TOO AH LIAN!! do come and drop by our class sometimes when you are having free period. the whole class misses you la.

toi: heh. it takes one to know one. so HELLO IDIOT TOO! ha.

beryl: aye, so now is xmm's fault for ******* **** **** la. not her fault please. haha. oh sports events today. i love la. i was the time keeper ok. and gerlad was molesting my breast half of the time. sicko bitch. and she made me her punching bag. each time she get jealous, she come and beat me. WALAO LOH.

heats for me today. not suppose to go, but just decided to kaypo abit. suppose to go there and practice cheerleading, but end up fooling around. my goodness. do you know how hot the stadium was? i almost burn to death ok. they should invent portable air con or something. walao. i could have died of heat stroke. and half of the time i was worrying about the o level results. i was worried they wouldnt do well ok. called sarah hoe, found out she got 15. good for her. then i was getting worried because narene didnt text me on how the results went. i thought she would be crying and everything. no mood to tell me and all. get me all scared for her. then she called me. this was how it went:
dee: so how was your results?
narene: what do you think?
dee: huh? you did well?
narene: no. i cant even get into a fucking ITE la.
-silence-
dee: huh? oh my god. i am so sorry. how now?
narene: HAHA. so aunty, you really look down on me la.

walao. she was an idiot ok. she scare me for nothing. NOTHING at all. not irritaing what i swear. next year. it will be her turn. i will scare her. and she say she wont talk to me if i get less then 10 points. what nonsense. haha. then after all the news and everything, was much relived, fooled around more. andi made some great discovery. haha. i want to laugh la. beryl, seriously, you should have been there la. i could have shared my laughter with you. anyway, i made a WISE decision on friday. i have decided to ****** *******. yes. i do hope it works. IT WILL LA. dee dee marini, you should believe in yourself. my heart broke on saturday, but nevermind, it patched back already. i sewed it back on saturday night. haha. common test tommorrow. save me please. i have yet to study la. god. hoot me please someone.

marini revealed @ 3:34 AM

Me

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MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!