DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, February 21, 2005

skye: you are nice? then what am i? super nice i believe? ha. and yes, we need to catch up. i miss making fun of you. and dont forget. you have the "punch-me-on-my-face" look.

tilynn: my fellow power puff mate. aye, look, dont be too upset over today's match. you still have this coming wed. remember, if you have the will, there sure to be a way. have confidence. and thank you for showing me you care whenever i am down you are much appriciated. love. ((:

beryl: sorry la. i try not to have typos. and the best way is to tYpE lIkE tIsxXxXx.

shok chen: so you think you very cool la. just drop by and tag like that. hah. dont know how to tag a longer message is it?

hmm, this weekend has been a long one. many stuffs happened. met two of the most amazing guys alive. super influential. they woke me up and really guided me into seeing a bright future ahead. at least i knwo what i want in life now. what i want to be and do. bot not only amazing but GORGEOUS as well. before i left, they both came up to me and gave me a super warm hug. and one of them even told me i have got the most beautiful smile. my heart melted ok. my heart hasnt melted like that for a very long time. might not sound right to you guys, but these two guys are amazing. really. 23 years old a little too old, but hey, who cares. ((: i am gonna miss them really. 2 and a half days with them FULL DAYS. and they know me inside out. they read me like a book. and they gave me words of encouragement and thats just awesome. alright enough about dale and brent.

school today was hmm, ok. dale and brent was ALL that was in my mind. really. nothing more. oi swear. bio test tmr. and i will be studying for it. i ahve to start studying. and get into one of the best uni in america. i will.

22082005:
happy 7th months of being friends.
dont think you'll remember but,
it was nice knowing you really. ((:

my carelessness and selfishness brought me here today. and i know i deserve it all.

marini revealed @ 3:32 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!