DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, April 11, 2005

rese- thank you. i guess you should know, studies will be my very first priority now. and you should be doing the same too. time to buck up rese. come to school more often la. haha. i love you too.

beryl- aye, dont have loh beryl, haha. really no more wallowing in self pity. do you see me crying in school now? do you see me scribbling in my spo's in class everyday now? no more. ((: i had a wake up call somehow. well, maybe still alittle in the spo part la. but my spo is life, you should know that. heh. and i am not acting mature please.

rina- yes. i remember that stagnant word too. haha. STAGE-NEN. i want to laugh at you la. haha

nikk- hey, yeah. going strong. haha. i heard a bout you too. all the best yes?yep. i guess we still can communicate through the net. haha. meet up soon. ((:

: D- not first step is not forgotten. haha. its doing real good. and i know who you are. haha. just say the word " first step " and your name appear magically in my mind. kinda scary, but yeah. haha.

i am in ms yeo's homeroom now. and irritating bridget just wont stop going around scaring people. oh i heard many nice songs in the last hour. example, jesse mc cartney- beautiful soul, darius- live twice, counting crows- accidentally in love. oh many many la. i realise there are not much homework given today. and i dint bring any books to study. so how you tell me? nevermind. i'll go home to study.

i had a nightmare a few nights ago. and it was REALLY a nightmare. because i woke up crying as in literally crying. i was out of breath. i couldnt go back to sleep after that. scary. never had that kind of nightmare in a long time. i wonder what was the cause of it.

i'll be free tonight. no tuition. free means two things. i have many time to study and i will be rotting if i am not studying that is. ok then, i think i shall get going, bye bye everyone.

marini revealed @ 1:22 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!