DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

beryl- no can XP is my new found bestfriend and she is not abcdefg. you can ask abcdefg if that is her la. XP is my new found friend called Xiao Ping. and her full name is Xiao Ping guo. and recently i just gave her an english name called apple so now her full name is apple Xiao Ping guo. haha. you dont anyhow think la. its not abcdefg can. i never talk to her for dont know ow many years already please. haha.

oh i am suppose to be having a maths lesson now, but i have decided not to go. i am too lazy to sit down for 2 hours just to listen to him talk about permutation. i am going to bank in money later. i feel like a loan shark this few days. =D

i seriously think i have a heart made out of rock. nothing anyone do can touch me la. once my decision is made, its hard for someone to try changing it. so yes, better be hopeless and give up NOW. ( sounds very familiar HAHA)

i am so proud of myself. i have finally see the light la. i know what to do now. and i will help her get what she wants. i sat down so long to think about what we talked about. and YES i see ENLIGHTENMENT. wee oh weet. haha.

i am so bored la pleasee.

marini revealed @ 12:02 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!