DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, November 19, 2005

back to step 1? maybe.

shok: aye excuse me, haha, so you think want to confess means can just do it straight away? cannot la, this kind of thing takes alot of courage ok and moreover i dont think its gonna make any difference if i tell him or not. so why not just leave things the way they are now? i mean, i'm sure he's happy with whoever he has in mind and with me telling him, its not gonna do anything. so... forget it la. haha. he doesnt feel the same so whatever for? right?

phyllis: (= anyway, do tell me if snow white comes bullying you ok.

martin-i: i like to put her name big big and yours as tiny as an ant leh, you got problem with me now huh? and i am NOT a freaking creepy crawler ok. haha. creepy crawler just dont sound right on me la. and i am not crawling to whoever ok.

damien: tsk. i ask you to leave a comment, not put some song lyrics inside. haha. anyway..( ....everywhere i look i see, young girls dying to be on tv...) =D

i've got my ipod nano. (= wanted the black one, but they didnt have. so i had no choice but take the white one. and i think it is so fragile. the silver side like can get scratches anytime like that. so i better go get its cover soon, if not within days, thats it, gone.

hmmm, i've thought about going back to church after exam. we shall see. but i'm afraid i'll feel weird, i mean, its been ages since i last went back there. and the kind of looks people are gonna give me. i dont know, i shall see how.

i still have bio paper on monday and another mcq paper on tuesday. but why does it seem as if, my exams have already ended. i've seriously not touched my bio book yet. and i think i 'm gonna study it last minute. bio paper is just gonna end up like hist paper ok. my goodness. i just cant put myself down to study. no motivation, at all, well unless......

dad is in town. he brought back more chewing gums even before i could finish the last batch he brought. i think he thinks i eat gum like i drink water. haha. anyway, i still owe ian a packet since... LAST YEAR! ( time pass so fast.)

haha. and i got a super funny phone call last night. i have friends who actually thought i've finished my exam yesterday. what kind of friend is she to actually not know what subjects i take? haha. i am already so sore about having two more papers, but she just gotta rub it in.

You're the kind of friend who always bends when I'm broken
You took my heart and put it back together again
I've been wasting time with clueless guys
But now it's over
Let me tell you why
I'm through
I've meet someone new
Who's just like you
You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you
You're the kind of guy who's hands in mine send shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again.
You're the kind of guy that blows my mind
But now it's my turn
You've been right in front of me
Everything I need
Why didn't i see?

marini revealed @ 6:02 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
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a model want to be
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MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!