DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Thursday, November 24, 2005

lola: haha. yes, steamboat was fun.. especially when YOU GUYS HAD FREE SHOW TO WATCH RIGHT? and i am sorry about yesterday. ( you know what i mean.)

martin-i: haha. come on la, i dont think its gonna be fun without me around. HAHA. i love you too. AND PLEASE STOP BEING SO VULGAR. how many times must i tell you?

amos: of course nice pictures la. i am in it what. haha. and no, with you in the picture.. it'll turn out to be a disaster man.

beryl: come on.. i know you love me. stop denying it and no lah (COUGH) is your bestfriend. not mine. haha please do not leave her in a lurge.. you'll hurt her deep deep man. haha.

gene: this is not what i meant by better comments. oh god. haha.

lance: haha. of course. we are both sama sama malayu one right? haha. and oh.. i heard you saw SHIMS!!

nikk: haha. better not give you my password la. NOT SAFE!

my maid went missing a few days ago. and we found her this morning at 2 a.m. where was she? in a construction site. oh gosh. its a long story anyway. haha. i am too lazy to explain. BUT according to some people.. I ABUSED her thats why she left home. haha. that is so not true at all. i love my maid. how can i bare to bully her. i cant leave without my maid. haha.

i went to dye and highlite my hair today. i am still not used to the colour. haha. its brownish red base with very light golden streak. first reaction when ian saw it " WAH.. AH LIAN!" faint.

i sat down at the salon for 3 hours just for them to colour my hair. i sit until my butt pain arh. but the transexual hair stylist was so nice. haha. he is err.. pretty. and you cant actually tell she/ he is a guy la. oh gosh. not until she open her mouth to speak. she/ he has a better figure then a normal girl!

then after i dye my hair that super kanchiong regina immediately fly down to wisma to come and see how my hair turned out to be. BUT i am sure she is dissapointed because mine is so much nicer then hers. hahaha.

after that, dad sent me to junction 8. met rina merelda and gerald. gerald was hunting for jobs, but she was so useless. she didnt even dare to ask the manager whether they have job vacancies. so me and merelda had to do it for her. i wonder how her first day of work is going to turn out to be man.

then i was suppose to meet ian at 6:15 ( he suggested the time, mind you) BUT that prince from arab made his grand entrance at only 6:35! haha. he was with ryan la. so we went to have dinner together at pastamania. if only there was saladmania. that'll be my second home. haha. after that prince of arab had to go off for practice so we all left.

on our way back, i met shok chen! of all places at junction 8! she spotted me first and she went " OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN!" she really sounded like a duck/ spoilt recorder. haha. but it was nice seeing her after a long time la.

after that.. I CAME HOME! and here i am. (=

marini revealed @ 11:58 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!