DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Thursday, December 29, 2005

jody: the scenery in japan is really breath taking. haha. and real snow is uhm.. cold? its really dumb cause when you are experiencing winter, you wish for summer but when you are experiencing summer, you wish for winter. haha.

lance: is the.. that one la. you know i know that one la. hahaha.

tilynn: HAHA. aye, who say i only hire people? no loh. thats my dad. not me. i am not rich, so, I HAVE TO WORK! pay you and gerald to be my maid? cannot make it la. you guys will just mess up my house instaed of tidying it. =D

dear mr. stranger,

i feel i dont quite know you anymore. we werent as close as before ( well, at least thats what i feel) things are just different since the day ICETY. but maybe you should know, i dont feel quite the same for you anymore. and you made me realise that nobody is perfect.

much love,
dee.

its really funny how one person can console another with strong words, but actually fail to apply what she or he has said to him or herself. i guess, it is always easier said than done.

the big daddy up there did answer my prayer. although mr. santa failed to hear me up, i guess it all alright now. big daddy has helped me be a stronger person. he helped me realise that for everything that happens in life, happened for a specific reason. and if things dont always go your way, it just means that it is not meant to be that way.

and what reid said makes sense. its not who is good enough for who but more like who is MEANT for who.

marini revealed @ 6:40 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
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a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!