DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

lance: haha. yes yes, i meant hotel 81! hotel 88 is the....... right? hahaha.

lola: yes! japan was great! but the weather is not so great. i was freezing cold and my skins are as dry as.. dont know what la. haha. yes, their uniforms are super short. but jap girls are naturally cute la. the whole of tokyo are filled with young couple everywhere. haha.

shar: well, what you say do make sense i'll reflect again. haha. yeah, i went to japan! it was so cold there. and i didnt know you know me, what more read my blog. haha.

martin-i: i dont care la. you better go read it. i took dont know how many years to write that entry ok. i am NOT going to shorten it just for you! haha. and i miss you too. but i know you miss me more! =D

I WAS SO DUMB LAST NIGHT LA! I SHOWED ALL MY PHOTOS OF JAPAN TO MY FRIEND, AND THE WORST THING IS, THE PICTURE OF THE GIFT I WAS SUPPOSE TO GIVE HER WAS ALSO INSIDE. HOW DUMB CAN I GET? HAHA.

anyway, i had a nightmare last night. it got me crying when i woke up. haha. its been long since i had nightmare. not a pleasent experience i must say. but its alright, i choose to believe that dreams are all opposite of reality.

i need to get a job badly now. i am rotting away at home. and mom wants me to go raffles for first three months to take art. i dont know la. even if i do get a job, will i be able to work? haha. my friend lookes down on me ok. she says i am not the working material. I WILL PROVE IT TO HER!

i've learnt that people should learn to grab opportunities before its too late. sometimes a person is oblivious to how lucky she/he actually is. =( oh well.

marini revealed @ 6:53 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!