DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Sunday, December 04, 2005

martin-i: i am out of my sticky situation. i believe you have too. (=

gene: so you think by travelling around the world, thats lucky la? not only that can make a person happy you know.

nikk: its alright. you need not find me any saviour. i think i have found one. ( i hope.)

***: ten years down the road when you still remember me, then talk la hor. haha. remember ah. it will be on 3rd december 2015.

mandy: yeah. i believe that too. we WILL get back a whole lot more then we give. (= be strong.

mr. guts finally did his job. a right choice? that i dont know. at least i feel a whole lot better now. ( i think)

things i wish to do before i get back to indo on the dec 10th:
- ZOO.
-bird park.
-get my birkenstock.
-catch saw 2.
-get a tan.

i have only 5 days to get all those done. do you think i can make it? i doubt so. haha.

i went to church today. powerful message. pastor saw me and he messaged me after that. (= boon kiat called too. haha. looks like news travel fast. i think i will be going for prayer meeting on wednesday since i am already leaving on sat. i hope i can ask tilynn come along. she had another excuse again today. she is good with excuses la. haha.

i still want a permed hair. but i am afraid i will look super auntie/ old/ fat. and moreover my hair is not long enough la. =(

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

marini revealed @ 6:39 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!