DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, January 14, 2006

i am back from the bbq. haha, well i felt pretty weird at first. because everyone there was like alien to me. never actually seen them before in my whole entire life. but it took me only awhile to adapt to them. which is cool. haha. meet many new friends. ALL INDONESIAN! never in my life have i actually hanged out with so many indo kids. i felt like an alien actually. cause i am so different from all of them. the way i dress/ behave/ speak is a total opposite from them. when i open my mouth to speak they could tell at once i was in sinagpore for quite sometimes already. but i had fun la. after the bbq, my friends and i headed to ikea. hoping to find drafting table. but no luck. so walked around, snaped photos. i cant believe i am home so early on the day when my parents actually allow me to stay out till late.

marini revealed @ 6:32 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!