DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, January 16, 2006

I RESORT TO DODDLING WHEN I AM BORED IN CLASS.

sorry for the not so glam picture of us when we were younger. haha.

i feel all emotional after reading gerald's blog. i do miss my school days ALOT. i've been so busy thinking how fun it is at my present school that i actually forgot that i do have a memorieable time with my friends.

i remember always being so competitive in maths class. i must be first in everything. haha. you know the KIASU kind. i miss having lessons with tilynn and geraldine. solving maths sums together, and see-ing the expression on their face whenever i solved the sum first. i also miss english lesson where me and geraldine will be either listening to the radio/ munching our food away/ disturbing one another. and i also remember me+ gerald is always teasing tilynn about her certain someone. WAHAHA. and her face will go ALL RED.

then comes PE lesson. i remembered training with tilynn for 2.4 km. gerald will be the timer cause of her knee injury. the kiasu us keep on running and running just to make sure we are ahead of the others. and whenever i am lagging behind, tilynn will alwyas give me words of encouragement.

and i remember the beginning of last year being the most emotional period of my life. they were the ones there for me ( and the others too). i remember just sitting down in a maths class and do nothing. and in the middle of the lesson, i will just start crying. haha. and i remember the SHOCK look on their face. ahaha. they also have seen the worst side of me., where i will just try to do silly things to myself without thinking twice.

another two important people in my life was rese and beryl. the DEE RYL and RESE. i remember my first few conversation with beryl was in e-maths class. and i will just ask beryl random questions till she gets irritated with me. haha. beryl and her ," you KIAM PA ah.." the three of us were just the gossip mongers i tell you. then it was rese and her toy dinosaur she got from burger king. its called ** **! and her toy dinosaur only knows how to walk backwards. haha. and and and i rememeber the pen WATER GUN! haha. i miss those times really. =(

marini revealed @ 12:16 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!