DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

i'm beginning to love schools. =D thats good actually. haha. lessons are pretty ok. its something really new to me. no more maths or science. no more getting stuck at a paticular sum. but, i kinda like this new environment. haha. and i met this handsome guy while waiting for the lift. and i didnt know he was an indon too. so i happily tell my friends how cute he is. and when we were in the lift, he opened his mouth to talk to his friend, and there goes my face! ARGH! haha. but he's hot. nevermind. that was only one guy. there was another hot one. saw him after school. haha. not sure if he was an indon, cause he didnt really open his mouth to talk. so.. that was basically it at school today. it was just mr. hamsum no.1 and mr. hamsum no.2.

both had tattoos on their body too. but.. we shouldnt judge a book by its cover, right? heh heh.. so, now, i have something to look forward to in school. their not my batch of people though. should be one year my senoir la. and we got the list of things we have to buy today. and, i realised, i will have to spend thousands on just material itself. the table already cost 400+. not yet plus text book. aiyah, waste money la, serious. haha.

i have no idea why, but, I AM IN A SUPER HYPER MOOD NOW! lalala. SCHOOL FOR ME TOMMOROW!

marini revealed @ 6:21 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!