DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

martin-i: HAHA. sorry la. i really forgot can. i didnt forget on purpose what. fine la, at most my another resolution this year will be LEARN TO REMEMBER YOUR BIRTHDAY CORRECTLY LA. 21st april. HAPPY? haha. and what dirty dream la. you are sick man. dont anyhow anyhow.

today, i've learned to count my blessings. i've always thought my parents are pretty demanding. but after today, i think they are pretty lenien, considering i am a girl. after today, i also realise that my parents really love me. as in, they go to such a great extend just for my future. and i am thankful for it.

school is starting next monday. i am looking forward to it, but i dont know why, at the same time, i am quite dreading it. =( i hope classes will be exciting. but i doubt so. cause, so far there are only 4 intakes. maybe 5 plus me. HAHA. pathetic i know. and the study hours are funny. i have classes only monday, wednesday and thursday. and classes are from 10-6. i will have to learn to get used to it.

if you think you mean nothing to me, think again and if you take your time to discover, you'll see that i actually have much to offer.

the big man up there will always be there for you. its up to you whether or not you want to open up that door to your heart and allow him to come in and do wonders in your life.

marini revealed @ 6:06 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!