DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

school was fun! i spent the whole day drawing. i met many many friends. mainly indonesian though. almost three quarter of them are indonesian. so my class aint that pathetic after all. there are about 12 students. at first i feel kind of awkward. a total different environment, but i guess, later during the day, it was not that bad after all. all the friends i am hanging with is all indonesian. so, i was basically conversing in bahasa the whole day. not really used to it. but i guess i'll learn to adapt. haha. first day was kinda slack. i only had two lessons. and it was free hand drawing. before that was a boring speech by the principal.

tommorow will be a long day. lessons are from 10-6. i hope i will pull through. haha. i am still looking forward to making more and more friends. my classmates are people from all over the world. india, us, vietnam, china, malaysia. my goodness. but mostly indonesia. i got to go school all by myself tommorow. i will take an MRT. i wont give in to temptation and take the cab. i need to save money badly.

valentine's day is in a months time. NOT looking forward to it. (=

marini revealed @ 6:51 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!