DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Friday, January 06, 2006

sometimes i feel i am all alone in this world. whatever happens to " we'll never drift and will keep this friendship going." aren't friends suppose to be there for you at your darkest moment? where are you when i need you most? you aren't quite the same old you anymore. things have change. she's all you think about now. where is my bestfriend? where is that friend i share everything with? where is that friend who used to lend me a shoulder to cry on? sometimes i wonder whether you say you miss me just for the sake of saying it. your life only revolves between one thing right now. and i am tired of trying to keep this bond strong. what hurt me most is, you actually put someone who has been in and out of your life over someone who has been in your life all these while giving you a moral encouragement. so now i see it all. maybe you should know, it takes both hands to clap. and this friendship is not going to last if i am the only one trying.

marini revealed @ 7:29 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!