DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

anonymous: nope, i am from st. anthony's primary school.

anonymous: what a weird question, but yes i am.

the very FIRST photograph taken in history.

i had cultural studies today. and we were learning about Romanticism. My lecturer was showing us slides of the different art pieces during 1800-1900. And i particularly like this one. Its drawn by Francisco Goya, a spanish artist. If i dont remember wrongly, its called " Satan devoiring his children". haha. cool eh. i come to realise that cultural studies is not that bad after all if you listen attentively in class.

something i found while reading my previous posts:

07/12/2005:
i have been thinking alot lately. and i mean alot. and i realise i dont know where i am heading to. i have no direction at all. and this feeling is even worst than the last one. i should have known it was all a mistake. this whole ********** thing is really getting me upset, and depressed. love is all about sacrificing, i learn today. ( maybe?) seriously, i tried la. =(when are things gonna turn a-ok for me? i prayed to god to seek help. i did pray ok. i really did turn to him for a solution. i guess i'll just wait patiently?after sentosa, we all walked around town. my leg was seriously aching ok. i think i am getting old. hmmm, what else happened? aiyah i dont know la. no mood to think now. so bye world.

today, 08/02/2006 i am here to testify that GOD does listen to one's prayer.

mommy's back. urgh.

marini revealed @ 5:13 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!