DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, February 04, 2006

beryl: WHERE GOT DISGUSTING! =(

anonymous: hmm, what overseas photo?

rusty fan: nope i got it from indo.

anonymous: my hair is so short you ask if i had hair extensions? haha.

so it was chingay for two consecutive days. i swear i'll never wear the killer heels ever again. =( i've got to ugly, huge, painful blisters on my feet. and because of that second day wasnt that great for me. i had to bare the standing up for long hours plus people bumping into me plus smelly odour plus PEOPLE STEPPING ON MY FEET! ( argh, my blisters!) the only reason i went for chingay today was because of strikeforce. if it weren't for them, i will be home sleeping and resting my poor legs.

so i had only 4 hours sleep last night, then early in the morning i went to school. i looked like a zombie. then, i headed home to had a short 2 hours nap. and then i headed to town to catch chingay. i got there at 6, hoping to stand infront. who knows it was so packed by then. so i was some where in the middle. and i cant believe some people are so inconsiderate. they got there late but yet they force their way through infront. so it was a total of 4 hour standing up session with rain then shine. my legs almost broke. but it was all worth it. cause strikeforce was FANTABULOUS! they were super energetic. i didnt regret standing there for 4 hours just to catch them. haha. i ran all the way from heeren to centrepoint just to get a picture of prince of arab, but then, i took only his back view. and its not that clear cause i was very far back.

i headed home after that. i hope my leg gets better by tommorow. what am i saying, OF COURSE IT WILL GET BETTER BY TOMMOROW. haha. and this is what i mean when i say, my leg hurts.

THE BEST PART OF CHINGAY! PRESENTING TO YOU, STRIKEFORCE:

oh jess wanted me to blog telling the whole world that we are fated. cause i keep seeing her this few days. it was chingay first, then i saw her on tv mobile. then chingay again today! wahaha.

marini revealed @ 6:49 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!