DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i had dinner with my family supposedly to celebrate me and my cousin's result. but obviously, there's nothing to be proud of for me. i did horribely bad. i did not expect myself to get that low. i seriously expected more from myself. but oh well i guess thats the grade God thinks i deserve. so, i'll have to learn to accept it. i am quite happy for my maths and science though. so here are the break downs

English- C6 ( yes, its unbelievable. i have no idea why so low too)
Chinese- C5
Emaths-A1
Amaths-A2
Science-A1
Humanes-B3

haha. lousy marks. but aiyah, its english i am disappointed in la. even my chinese is better?!? oh no, this just means one thing, i am becoming more and more cheena-pok. and thats not good. argh! i have somewhat made up my mind on where i want to go. most probably it will be TP doing interior design. my mom was really mad when she heard about my marks. i really feel i've let her down. =( i'm a bad daughter. but its alright, i'll be more hardworking from now on, and do her proud. (=

from now on, i'll entrust God with my future, and i am sure he will bring me to wherever he thinks i should be.

For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not evil, to give you FUTURE and hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

marini revealed @ 6:59 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!