DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Thursday, March 30, 2006

peng: AYE SUPERMAN! you just love suaning me right not. next time POS of you happen to be there as well, i'll go up and show you, the guy can lift me up without getting his hand injured. tsk. irritating la you.

gerald: i love you too porn star. it was nice meeting up with you today. (=

anon: no, i am using the white one. haha. thanks for commenting anyway. (=

i went to collect my baby today despite having a major muscle ache. oh, i finally own IT. its mine now and forever. haha. gerald was like," you siao ah, spend 300 on sucha wallet." but aiyah, i feel its all worth it. haha. ITS MINE NOW AND FOREVER. woohoo. i am a happy happy girl. so here are some pictures of how my new baby looks like:

ITS GREEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNN!

gerald accompanied me to collect the wallet with me from my friend. woo, my eyes was as big as dont know what when i saw my friend. her hair not ugly what. just very ugly and long only. **, GO CUT YOUR HAIR LA! tsk. you want to be rapunzel is it? haha. but anyhow, it was nice seeing her after so long. she said i gain weight! that was the last thing i wanna hear, really. haha. so yes, i allowed gerald to pour all her grievances out. and i hope she feels better. we took some prints, and here it goes:

we havent changed much have we? and the picture would be much nicer with tilynn in it. where is she? according to geraldine, still living in her own world. haha. but its ok, i will be able to see more of her when school starts. hooray. tilynn is coming to TP too! yay yay yay! i cant wait for camp. spending three days two nights with my buddy will just be the best thing. and not forgetting we can make new friends. yay. i am pretty excited. heh.

so i was talking to a friend of mine last night. he pointed out something that set me thinking. and i realise how true it is. he said i am always cheerful, not that its not good, but i got to learn to be serious at times too. i cant always take things so easily. there are certain issues that require us to be serious sometimes. so yeah, i will try to practice seriousness when the situation requires me to be.

i am heading for indo tommorow. kinda dreading it. =( ten LONG days. i do miss relatives back there but also dont have to go back for ten days ah. i hope mommy have a change of plan and decide to come back after a few days.

marini revealed @ 6:48 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!