DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

so i havent been updating i realise. i'm pretty busy with school work nowadays. all projects to be handed in by next week and i am not even halfway through it yet. thats just spells B-A-D. if i really cant hand in by next week, i am planning not to go school on the day itself. but... i'll feel terrible. aiyah, we'll see how. i still have 65 sketches to do by monday. how many have i done? hmmm lets see, 3? hooray dee dee marini

i recieved the package today. like finally. i've been waiting for it for ages. i was getting nervous when many people come telling me they have already received theirs ages ago. the school require us to go for some medical check up ( i hope there's no blood test though.) and i have to arrage a date with that porn partner of mine. see when that royalty is free.

i am kinda excited about new school. i hope TP is a school that requires you to be in school like 3/4 of your time. so i can just MIA from the whole wide world. 3/4= school, 1/4= my beauty sleep. oh i hope damien dont get his appeal ( i know i am mean but....) cause if he gets his appeal i wont have any friends that are going to the same course as me. which is terrible. i dont mind making new friends, but, i'll probably get the firstdayofschoolphobia.

i wanna see geraldine leong shiok kheng and tilynn low chu xiang soon. =( i miss them a whole lot. their nonsense and company. I MISS THE OLD DAYS. its weird but i dont know why i suddenly miss mrs. angie ong. memories memories memories.

i learn one thing from the past few weeks. people will open up to you if you open up to them first. and i am glad i learn something more about these people. and some things i found out even amazes me. its like getting to know a whole new person. which is good. that means i've found a key to their heart. (=

no one has ever complained about my boy-craze habit. its just normal for deedee marini to just go gooogooogaga about a cute guy. is there anything wrong? i dont think so. you cant expect me to keep cool and calm when a steaming hot guy stands infront of me. i have been drooling about hot people since i dont remember when. and if anyone were to ask me to change my habit overnight, i am sorry, but i cant do it. THATS ME! LOVE ME FOR ME.

marini revealed @ 10:11 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!