DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, March 04, 2006

XXXXXXXXXXX: haha. whats his/ her name? and tell him/her about me! so he/ she can pay extra attention to me! WAHAHAHA. and, where is our steamboat session?

narene: haha! what a pleasent surprise to see sir here!

gerald: yes, tp here we come. haha. and please you know you deserve someone 847546551545646974515646515165415646165168165132161651564564156156451561615616188681618616818616116516516161616816468546846464844641 better. so please, move on love.

i am here to proclaim that i love my daddy very very very much. why? because... he bought me a new shoes! hooray! this is the VERY FIRST TIME daddy bought me something before consulting my mom. haha. so i was just trying my luck. i asked casually," daddy, i want a new shoes." and i thought his reaction will be like chinese new year just buy new shoes now buy again. but nope he was like," buy loh. just show me which one." i was like," WHOA!" haha. so yes, i am a happy girl. A BRAND NEW SHOES!

so while walking along heeren, i was approached by one of the contestant for cleo's 2006 bachelor to sample the coffe he made. and so, being the nice me, i sampled it. and in return he gave me lovely beautiful flowers. ( ok la, so not only me, but all the others that he approached.) but what more can i say? HE IS SO HOT! HOT! HOT! HOT! actually it was this other contestant who approched me first. but obviously being the usual me, i cant resist his temptation, so i accepted his coffee instead. haha. who ask the second one to be so hot la. not my fault i chose to handsome-er one. =D

and oh, let me show you my future car. its already waiting for me. just imagine the car in the picture to be green. and voila, its mine. haha.

so now i am already stressed. by the last week of march, i have to complete 4 final projectss.

free-hand drawing- 65 sketches and a one point perspective of a room on an A3 size paper.

ID principle and theory- a model pavillion and a research book.

cultural studies- a surrealism painting of myself. ( so she think i am frida kahlo la.)

drafting- a floor plan, ceiling plan, 4 elevations and an axonometric drawing of a room.

HOORAY TO DEEDEE MARINI! SHE HAS SO MANY THINGS TO COMPLETE! SHE IS SO HAPPY, SHE IS OVER THE MOON! UGH! being the usual me, i will probably do last minute work. but look at the amount of homework. how to LAST MINUTE? please, shoot me.

marini revealed @ 5:15 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!