Monday, March 20, 2006
XXXXXXXXXXX: no no no. we will do the comparison at the end of the year. must give time to exercise what. haha. i am not going to be in the list. heh heh.
i feel so terrible now, i want to cry. =( my turning is turning so much i feel like throwing up. why oh why. i knew this day was going to come. but i never knew its gonna be today. i feel so ~!@#$% now. i promise after today, i wont make myself feel so !@#$% again. ARGH! so annoying.
i was talking to a friend of mine just now. and i was telling him if i could have anything 2 things in the world, i would wish for money and _________. =D yes i know i sound materialistic. but come on, be realistic who can ever survive out there in the real world with money. with money you can get almost everything and everything you want. well maybe except certain things like happiness and love. but still, money makes the world go around. is money the root of all evil? i dont think so. money is a freaking non living thing, so how can it be evil. but the GREED for money maybe. we as human beings are never contented with what we have. so.. the story goes.
and i was speaking to my another friend about my bad experience two nights ago. it wasnt the first time i experienced the same incident. and i experienced not once, not twice but many many times. two nights ago was the same incident, but its just worst. so my friend told me to pray about it. and i definitely will. after speaking to him, i never knew he has got this mature side of him. i am pleasently surprised. haha. but yeah i still feel kinda disturbed about this whole thing. i told my mom about it. she just kept quite. OH WELL. =(
marini revealed @ 8:00 AM
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