DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Friday, April 28, 2006

gerald: my dear gerald, i miss you in class too. :( no one to bitch with about ***.

andrew: no la, your turn pass already. haha, now my number one is benny! haha. you get queue number again loh. wahaha!

XXXXX: yes, busy busy already. but i am sure we all will make time. i miss old schoolmates.

ger: i miss you too. and i am glad you have found your own kind of fish. haha!

school hasnt really start for me yet. but i have been going to school almost everyday to attend talks. all i can say, i am loving life at TP. (: the company is great. i love my new friends. they are just a bunch of fun people to be with la. haha. my talks are mostly a few hours. so the rest of the time will be spent slacking around. either in the school canteens or at the school lounge to play pool.

school will officially start next week. i am kinda looking forward to it. haha. so tommorow most of them are coming over my house to slack. reason being, my mom is out of town! hooray hooray. sure creat havoc i tell you. and some of the guys are bringing booze. all coming my house to get wasted. how nice. haha.

i want dimples. because i think anyone with dimples are hot. haha. so here's me and my new scandal. benny. (:

marini revealed @ 5:53 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!