DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, May 06, 2006

drewz : haha. no la. not so jialet la. maybe 456852 only. hahaha! its ok, dont worry. your turn will reach very very soon.

ah kai : haha. hello to you too! anyway, thanks for the eclair. its yummylicious. haha.

gerald : no no. correction. its more like when are you and tilynn going to be free for me. i am slacking everyday from 12-3, so please call me up. my break is so long, can die ah.

Dyan: i miss you too dyan. i promise i will make time for you soon ok? its been 4844556154645 years since i last saw you ah. alot of catching up to do. (:

school has officially started for me. and i am loving it. homework hasnt been exactly piling up for me. and i wonder why. i kinda miss having homework. haha. and i officially think i am a nuiscance in class. why? cause for every word my teacher said, i will reply him with ten times more. haha. and what more, i sing the school song in class when all of my friends are sketching. haha. oh yes, thats how irritating i am. i can sing until its stuck in my friend's head and she will also sinf along with me. haha. thats how powderful i am ok. anyway, i love my classmates. they are nice people. easy to get along with. and of them is an ex-sjcian too. and she used to be from the smartest class. when i found out about that i was like," what the heck are you doing in this class? you are suppose to be in NJC or something." haha.

i had lunch with kai, guang and shirley yesterday. haha. and after that we went to the school lounge to slack till out next class. mommy seems to be unhappy with me these few days. i think she is mad. she gets angry with ME for ending class at 6. shouldnt she be complaining to the school instead of nagging at me? its not my fault that i have such dumb time table. oh well, i am used to my mom's unreasonable-ness.

yay! i have decided to join touch rugby after much consideration. so now, my training partners will be amanda, sharon and hopefully ger also. cause ger has dragon boat trainings on monday which clashes with touch. so i am keeping my fingers crossed she will decide on touch. haha. and and and i cut my finger nails today for touch today. i am so proud of myself. (i was so very reluctant by the way.) haha.

and i have decided. in order to make mommy happy, i will be going home staright after school and hang out less with my friends in my free time. this will go on for at least a month. ( i hope it works.) haha. i want to be daddy's girl. haha.

marini revealed @ 1:53 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!