DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

ger: hey, thanks dear. i am fine. thanks, i'll be here for you too, always. meet up for lunch soon. we need some girl to girl talk. (:

ah kai: haha. yes yes, hopefully my grades will prove that i am clever.

i had a very weird dream two night ago. and its sort of a nightmare. major one for me. that was like the worst thing that can ever happen to me in my life right now. i really wouldnt know what to do if that really happens. i will probably just jump down and die or somehing. because no matter how much i say i dont like my mom or dad, deep down i love them more then anything else in this world. God is my first priority, and what comes next will be them already. so i really wouldnt know what to do without having them around me. maybe because i am so used to having them by my side. they have become the air that i breathe. oh dear, what stupid dream i had. got me all emotional for nothing.

final projects are all done. almost la. haha. and i am pretty satisfied. although i think i can do much better if i have autocad at home. i can take my own sweet time to do at home and not rush through my work in school. oh well, i got to wait till i shift house before my mom gets me my imac. faster august la. i want to move house plus i want a new computer. pray pray pray.

I think i really have nice classmates. they are a nice bunch of people to hang out with. ( this is my dont know how many times mentioning it already but still..) i dont care how much they hate me or find me irritating, i still love all of them to bits. right eunice, i dont care how much you detest me, i still love you. today during perry's class, everyone was singing to backstreet boys songs ok. like from the very first album to the recent one. so old school la please. haha. and surprising to know that almost everyone was once a fan of backstreet boys. haha. i was a huge fan by the way. haha.

school holiday for me next week. a month of holiday. i was wondering whether i should go get a job or stay at home to rot. hmmmm. but i think mommy might want me to go back to indo. i dont know. see how la.

i am blessed with great friends around no doubt, bu i still miss my sec school friends. yes, i can tell we drifted. =( geraldine leong, if you see this, i wanna let you know how much i miss you. please please please meet up soon? you are so near yet so far.

and i love brian tan la. he is just the cockiest thing on planet earth. haha. he and dan are my favourite darlings. =D

and let me share with the world what kai did. haha. so cute la please. thanks very much kai.

marini revealed @ 7:13 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!