DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Friday, May 26, 2006

gerald: it was nice seeing you yesterday and today. (: i miss you soo much. more of that please. i have tons to tell you about **(TEEHEE.) i am back to my sec one days. OH DEAR.

so our school had CNN day today. it was over all satisfying. :D our group opened a burger stall. it wasnt really a good idea, cause i thought it was pretty costly for a burger. the in charge had a fantastic idea at first but something screwed up along the way. so their plan had to change. i hope we'll do a better a better job next year. anyway, today deedeemarini is a pretty happy girl. i have been smiling like a fool since noon. (TEEHEE.):D i'm high on adrenaline.

we sold out or burger by 2+ and so i was suppose to go shopping with shirley but had a change of plan so i've decided to go home instead. i had a good afternoon catching up with mr.pillow and miss.bolster. i had a dream by the way. a good one. :D (TEEHEE again.) i just hope i can sleep and stay in my dream forever. oh wouldnt that be oh so wonderful. so yes, i slept till 7+. i feel so rejuvinated after i woke up. I <3.

school holiday is here once again. i am going on a diet starting from tommorow. and yes, mommy is officially hiring me. i am going to work my ass of and go shopping till i drop or something. i cant wait to get my hands on all the KACHINGGG and splurge splurge splurge. WEEE.

x-men with my classmates on monday. i cant wait to see ice man. WOO LA LA. ( i told you i am high!)

ok la, i think i better stop here, or else i am just going to TEEHEE AND TEE HEE NONSTOP. :D :D :D :D.

WEEEEEEEEE!

marini revealed @ 7:11 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!