DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

OH MY GOOD GOD. what a small world we are all living in. i am talking to mandy online, and we are screaming out guts out because she knows this person who happens to be my friend's ex. aiyoh, this is the wonder of friendster la. HAHA. oh dear, this is so fun. and not only this. last night i discovered a super funny fact. my friend's lover, happens to be my friend's friend. aiya.. everyone are just friends' friend friend la. haha. what a long connection.

ok, so i was suppose to blog about emo stuff again today, but mandy just made me put those thoughts aside. haha. now i am still gushing over the new fact we both just got to know. oh man. haha! i still cannot believe this.

oh mandy, you made my day la! hahaha, now i have something new to think over. the new found fact. we are gossiping like there is no tommorow. haha. oh yay yay yay yay.

and we both came to a conclusion. this person A is a bloody flirt. thank God i did what i did. or else. haha. ok now, mandy if you are reading this, i think i have the hotts for you. haha!

marini revealed @ 9:57 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!