Monday, July 31, 2006
i am really glad i have good friends around me who truely cares. like today, nicole got me chocolates knowing that i was upset about the selection thing. and sharon got me a lollipop. that was really sweet of her. i mean its not really expensice things that they give me, but its the thoughts that counts. i am really happy. and like after training today, lulu heard i was very upset on thursday, and she came to talk to me, telling me i can always go to her if i am not really happy about things. (: and i am touched. what she said hit me hard too. and i was thinking about it on my way home. and it dawned on me that its not the end. some seniors can be really encouraging. and i guess they are the reasons why i continue coming for training. i mean i dont deny that quiting rugby did come across my mind after the selection, but now i feel so stupid to even have that kind of thought. i mean i love rugby, and i will work hard towards other competitions. it will be so stupid to quit now. i still have 2 more years agead. whats the rush. right?
training today didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would. and what vie said was so true. hmm, i think right now, i just have to get used playing with the rest of the freshies. communicating with them will do just the job. i fell down thrice during training today. haha. now i have head concussion(spl?). it was hilarious i tell you. but over all, i am quite satisfied with my performance. although there can be some more improvements. one thing good training with my present team, there arent much pressure. and playing with kailing can be so fun! i love looping her. hahaha. cause thats the only time i broke through and score. ok la, maybe its not that bad after all although i still wish i was in that team.
marini revealed @ 8:17 AM
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