Monday, July 24, 2006
i just came back from training. and i am all tired out. training wasnt that tough today maybe because there is no physical. thank god. but somehow i wasnt really happy with my performance during training today. i keep on forgetting to stay steep. >:( i am such a bummer i tell you. mali had to remind me several times. and after that, i thought i could have played better during the games jsut now. i guess i was side tracked by certain things. i think i have to learn how to put problems aside during training. i shouldnt let comments affect my performance. oh, i promise myself i will work on that. i just felt lousy today, i wonder why. i am so afraid i cant play for NTL. :( hopefully the selection will turn out fine. sigh.
i met baby for lunch today, and then we went down to PS to meet up with vic and company. had our lunch and theni headed to park mall for my dental check up. i had 2 cavaties ok. the drilling was so painful la. just as i stepped out of the dentist i promise myself i wont eat so much sweets anymore but just as i reached school, i went to cheers to buy sweets. how dumb of me.
i am feeling pretty down now. maybe because of the not so productive training for me and something that happened earlier on. aiyah, screw this feeling. hope it goes away soon.
anyway, i bought flip flops from NUM today. i was so freaking fickle minded i think the guy was somehow getting pissed already, i tried so many of them. i was choosing between a few designs. not only that, i was confused whether to take the smaller size or the bigger size. i was reall super fickle minded even i myself couldnt stand it. but i finally settled down for the bigger size one. and i hope i can remember to transfer money to sharon. if not say bye bye to my red birks.
i am getting my pay soon. yay! hopefully its more this time. haahah! i want to do shopping shopping and more shopping. ok so its not a want, its a need.
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