DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i swear school was so slack today. it was just museum visiting. and it was only for an hour. because the rest of time was spent waiting for the bus to arrive. i think the bus uncle got lost or something. haha. and something very funny happened when we got up the bus just now. HAHA. damn funny. i want to tell but damn lazy to type. and i am happy i finally see Eunice today after 4 long days. (: seeing eunice=more gossips. and we both cant help burst out laughing so loudly when we saw someone. hahaha.

anyway, we went to museum not to look at art piece you know. haha. we went there for what you know? to look at the LIGHTING in the museum. haha, interesting right? so interesting i can cry of boredom. but luckily we spent only 1 hour inside. tmr i have to wake up and find all my MTPRE stuff for shirley soh. that girl ah, so troublesome please. haha. but i shall be nice. ok shirley? hee.

i just had a quarrel with my parents just now over money issues. they want me to stop working. i said can, give me more cash la. but they refused to. so i refused to stop working as well. so unreasonable right? cannot compramise. now they are mad at me for not listening to them. so can i be mad at them for not compramising too? forever this case. money is always the issue. if only i print money! then it would make me and my family a happier family. less arguments. then we can live in peace and harmony.

i dont care, i am still going to work to get extra earnings. not that i dont want to talk things out nicely, its just that they dont want to compramise, so there is nothing i can do but to get mad at them right? so annoying la. they dont force me to rob the bank or something. haha. ask me if money is really that important, i'd say yes. come one be realistic, who can live without money? to survive in this planet earth, you need KA-CHINGG. but i know my limits. i wont resort to stealing, or doing stuff thats against my morale. if i want money, i'd ask, if i dont recieve, i'd work for it.

why money is such an issue to me? i dont know. ask the society. haha. hopefully, i achieve something out of interior design and excel in my career so i can earn big bucks. if not i dont know how i am going to survive next time. haha.

marini revealed @ 9:10 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!