DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i think i am beginning to love lighting. because its pretty interesting, compared to the other subjects i took. it has less hands on. today we were introduced to the different kindsof light and bulb. alot to remember but i thought its amazing how different parts of the house needed different kind of lighting. today's lesson was definitely productive. i learnt so much. tommorow we will be going to the airpot i think to look at the lighting there. after that i still have training. i hope i perform tommorow. i have to perform, tommorow is my last chance to prove myself.

i saw guang today after class. it was nice seeing him after a long time. haha! he still cant speak properly after so long with braces on! haha. i saw alvin too. he remembered when i first talked to him! hahaha. thats amazing. after i walked away i then realised he is the president of TPSU thise year. i forgot to congratulate him. haha.

i think i am so pathetic these few days because i have been going around begging for songs! blame my laptop for having no songs la! i wanted to download imesh but i was not sure if apple could support lime wire. and moreover i am so lazy. i wouldnt be bothered to go through the trouble of downloading one song at a time. hee.

so i watched singapore idol. i thought jonathan was good. (as usual) i was so mesmerized by him, really. i was so mesmerized by his look till i didn't even listen to what he said. really! ask baby! he was asking me why i didnt call him after the show, he asked me if i went to buy beancurd. i was like huh? beancurd? what beancurd? i thought he was talking rubbish until he explained to me that its jonathan's favourtie breakfast! you see what i mean. haha. he is so charming. really. i really wouldnt know what to do if he dont win SI. i pin my hopes on him.

i'm in love with stacie orrico's i'm not missing you. it has been on replay mood every since last night. VOOLALA! i love it.

anyway i am still not over the fact i wouldnt be in the same class as my classmates next semester. actually i dont ask much. just for eunice, imma, hannan, nas, nazri and russell to be in the same class as me. i am not greedy what right? i just want 6 of them only. not that i request for everyone. oh well. we'll see how when semester 2 comes.

marini revealed @ 6:54 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!