DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, July 22, 2006

so i have finally decided to upload my dead blog. i have been so busy with school work lately. its projects and projects everyday. if i am not in school, i will be in suntec, working. i have no life seriously. i am so busy juggling between school, rugby and work that i barely have time for my loved ones. NTL is coming and i do hope i get selected to play. only 18 will be selected to play. they had a pre-selection on monday. they chose 24 out of the whole team, and so far so good, i am in.

i am so glad, i finish 3rd block. tursday marked the last day of model making days. now, i cant wait for my next block because i have to attend only 3 hours of school everyday. (: from 3-6. at least i wont be as busy as last time. hopefully, i will have enough time for friends, family, and my that silly one.

despite my busy scheduly, i am still glad that God is doing wonders in my life. he has been so good to me, showering me with love and good friends. i am so glad things are working out fine in school. at least now i look forward to school because of the nice and loving classmates i have in class. we laugh, we cry, we curse the lectures, we gossip all together. (: and we have been pretty much staying in school till 11 almost everytime. ordering mac donalds have now become a routine. though it can be tiring to stay until so late in school, classmated made it so fun. we joked our way through and not forgetting trying to scare father ben. hahaha.

and so, i just came back from work. today was a very fun day. all my friends at work make waitressing less tiring. haha. they are a bunch of nice people even though they embarrassed me infront of a very hot guy today. hahah! long story la. i am damn lazy to type. and oh, i saw regina today while i was at town. haaha. its been ages since i saw her. (:

**, dont be upset over things. i am sure things will work out soon for you. if there is anything i can do to make you feel better, tell me ok? take care.

marini revealed @ 9:36 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!