DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i am still not over the fact that we are going to be separated next semester. why la? what kind of stupid system is that? cant we have the same classmates? i mean it comes to a point that we all have built strong bonds and all. what a bum la. what am i going to do in class when i am bored? no one to gossip with anymore. and we are all so close that we know what each other is thinking. for eg, when me and eunice were in the lift the other time we say a certain kind of badge on someone's bag and we didnt say anything until we got out of the lift. that was hilarious. and and and. i have no one to complain when i am hungry. like, "eunice, i am so HUNG___" "why are we so GREEEDY?" heehee.

so today we handed in our project 3. thank go is over. and now we are faced with project 4. its not so stressing i guess since it is group work. but still... anyway class was on for only 10 minutes today. so we went to library grab some books and i cabbed down to gardens to meet that silly baby. watched dvd at darrell's place. it was a good show. but only me and vic seemed to be interested. it was a short while that i saw him, but i guess it was fulfilling. i miss him so much. (: oh and i bumped into a few of my ex schoolmates. nice seeing them after so long.

so anyway, here is an early birthday shout out to JOLENE TAN. HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY. enjoy yourself. and as much as i hate to say this, you are fun to have around! haha.

marini revealed @ 7:35 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!