DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Saturday, August 19, 2006

these are the reasons why i look for training every monday and thursday:

so we had NTL again today. and what can i say? i am very proud of my girls. (: we improved so much this week. defence was so much better. three punch up was still as penetrating. its really great to see us improving as a whole team. and after each session, it'll be so satisfying. i am really happy. and saturdays can never be as fulfilling as this. haha. although it means having to go all the way to turf city. walk in all the way to the field, the company is always great. :D aini and i had a great time talking about bisexuals. hahaha. so funny.

and so after NTL me and my dear liting went to arab street to get some stuff. haha. it was a good quality time spent eventhough it was a short while. i enjoyed myself. then she accompanied me to suntec to pass my supervisor something. and then mommy picked me up from there.

alright, thats how my saturday was spent. i am so TIRED.

DEEDEEMARINI, YOU ARE SO SELFISH! AND YOU OUGHT TO HATE YOURSELF FOR THAT!

marini revealed @ 8:02 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!