DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Monday, August 14, 2006

training today is fine. other then the fact that i almost threw up halfway. i felt so terrible the whole time la. i felt so so sick. must be the kfc i had before training. i swear no more KFC for me before training. it just totally spoil my mood for training la. and and i fell down and got myself knocked on my lips. now i have sexy lips. marli was poking fun at me saying." orh, cannot kiss already!" haha. so after the drills were the games. i was pretty happy with my team's performance today. the punch up were penetraiting and i could see they are trying out loops. and there are a few times which it actually worked. my teammates are slowly opening up to comments already. they are slowly learning to take in comments and actually listen and communicate during training. which is infact a good thing. so i guess today's training was pretty ok. TEEHEE.

i am so going to screw project 3 for lighting. aiyah hack care la. screw lighting. i just cant wait to get done with it and move on to the next block.

and suddenly my mood for blogging is destroyed. so to hell with everything.

marini revealed @ 9:03 AM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!