DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i realise i do miss my secondaru school friends. whether or not we used to be close or not. i just miss the company. i realise i have been so caught up with poly life and school work that i hardly can find time to catch up with old friends. and sad thing is, i met gerladine leong at the bus stop and she can barely recognise me! thats bad! my own bestfriend cannot remember me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR RACHEL! (: you are definitely missed!

i relaise human beings are a bunch of ungrateful creatures. we are so busy complaining at the things we do not have that we forget to reflect and realise that there are many things that we have that many others dont. why cant we be satisfied with what we have? we never stop asking for more. i did try being gratefu for what i have, but its hard not to ask for more. haha.

school holiday is finally here. i hope to take this time to catch up with old mates. i miss them so much. and and i really hope i will still be in the same class as my old classmates since all of us at the time being have no class to go to and will be signing up for the same class next wednesday.

alright, i am off to meet the boyfriend and then training in the evening. (:

marini revealed @ 10:31 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!