DEE DEE;

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
Eyes can be blinded
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
When they say goodbye
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done,everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Thursday, September 28, 2006

if you guys must know i am quite affected by the fact that Jonathan Leong did not get crown Singapore Idol. He is the only reason I keep my tv on every wednesday at 8. He's the only one that makes me go gaga when he came visiting TP.

I must say for the pass 8 weeks, I have had the best time of my life leading a team. Never before was I given the chance to lead a team. I am glad i was given the chance and i hope, I did what was expected of me. I love my TPbabies/Team Temasek. (: Last game tommorow. I cant wait. My hands and leg already so itchy after last saturday's game. Woolala. I cant wait to get back. And of course, I cannot just do this alone, I need my team.

Aini and Manda, please get well soon for tmr's game. We need you in the team. Our last game, and I really hope best effort is given.

School might start next week. But if i dont get into any class, I have got a month to rot. How fun and exciting. I dont want. I rather go to school. So please, email me by tonight or Sunday.

I need to go hunting for dress for my auntie's wedding. So where can I find a dress that dont make me look fat? I feel like getting a polka dot dress. I dont know. I just have something for balls these few days. Haha. I am not looking forward to family photo. Really. I dread family photos when I am this fat. I need to lose some weight.

Sunday, my big day, legally 18 (HEEHEE)

marini revealed @ 9:05 PM

Me

DEEDEEMARINISUHERMANYIWEN
ex-sjcian
TP interior design
zeroseven
01101988
18
a model want to be
DEGREE IN NUA-STER MAJOR IN SLACKING

MY WISHLIST

that denim skirt from diesel.
gucci envy me perfume.
hugo boss perfume.
THAT ORANGE adidas jacket.
a new pair of sneakers.
a new pair of betulas.
that ed hardy geisha cap.
more and more polo tee.
more and more skirts.
more and more jeans.
more and more handbag.
MONEY [KA-CHING!].
a new bikini.
a new watch.
heels.
more beaded necklace.
more earrings.
a new hairstyle.
ROSES AND BALLOONS.
trust and freedom.
unselfish love.
bigger eyes.
more friends.
grow closer to God.
outshine the rest in class.
draw better please.
LOOKS.
LOSE WEIGHT!