Saturday, September 23, 2006
i'm having a mixed feeling. i dont exactly know whether to place today's game as a sad or happy one. until now, after much consoling from friends, i still cannot get over today's match. it was so near yet so far for me. everyone was saying i should be happy enough that i managed to break through blacks. no doubt i am really happy that i broke through blacks, but what upsets me is that, i did not score a try not because i got touched, but because of myself. i was one step away from the trial area, and i had to screw it by tripping on my own leg. how dumb can i get? i felt as if i deprived my team of that one try. the least i could do after that stupid mistake was to get my feet back on the ground and try to break through again and score this time. but no, i chose to lay at where i fell and start wallowing in self pity. why oh why did i do that? and to think that its my last game for NTL. i guess its how i choose to see it. i should be happy i broke through blacks. but sad that i screwed up my only chance of try.
like marli said, everyone has to learn from their mistake and i swear that will be the last time i ever commit such a stupid crime anymore. i still cant believe i tripped on MY OWN LEG when i was just one step from the trial area! OH MY GOD! how stupid can i get. i ran as fast as my feet can carry me after i broke through, and just as i thought i can do it, and was about to dive, i tripped. oh god, please save me. i am the dumbest kid on planet earth.
marini revealed @ 8:44 AM
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